I think I had a bit of a revelation last night, after my mental shutdown on Wednesday.
I now humbly pledge to myself that I will not let myself get into that kind of a state again, especially not in front of people I actually want to get to know better. People who don't deserve to have to feel what I'm projecting.
I'd say it's time to stop torturing myself. I've had my Winter Sleep now. Time to wake up.
Enough now, enough.
shines like golden stuff
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